He sent a text. I didn't reply. I didn't know what to write to him anymore. So put away my cellphone. I went to bed. But I couldn't sleep. I feel so sad.
After about 2 hours later, I received a text "you were called by 08118XXXXXX" and then again and again. Must be there was bad signal in my bedroom. I didn't try to call him back.
Right by midnite, he finally reached me. He tried to convince me why he reacted like yelling and stuff to me. Nothing personal. Yeah, right. I told him my words. He didn't hear me. I don't feel like to argue anymore. So I just said, ya ya ya. He hang up the phone. I got back to my bed.
I don't know whether I cry because I am losing him, or I cry because he treated me bad. I have no idea. About 30 minutes later again I receive text from him, still want to convince me.
I pull my blanket, tuck myself in. I don't feel like to reply his text or call him back. I just want to sleep.
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