I am a lucky bitch

I've been browsing around. All airlines. All, either fully booked or too much expensive.

I have nine days holiday. But have no place to go. I have many places I'd like to go. But it's too expensive. Well, it's holiday, means high season. All the price is just high above you could imagine. I decided to stay in town.

Suddenly I have a lonely feeling come out from inside of me. I feel really really lonely. I want to go to Medan and see my family. Ya, I miss my mom a lot. So, I had been thinking to get a bus ticket to get there. Much much cheaper and I will experience some adventure. To postpone it a while before decide on anything, I was so hectic with my work. When it all finished, I start to browse again. Try my luck to get a cheap (well, affordable) airline ticket.

And? Yes, I am so lucky. I am a lucky damn biatch. I got return ticket to see my Mom for only 1,6.

Back to 8.30 am this morning. I start my yahoo messenger service. I set the status : It's my lucky day. And it turn out to be my lucky day. I am a lucky bitch!

Bubbye friend !

Setelah beberapa kali pergi keluar dengan seorang teman, akhirnya saya memutuskan, bahwa dia bukan teman yang menyenangkan. Well, mungkin pun dia merasa saya bukan teman yang menyenangkan buat dia.

Saya merasa tidak nyaman bepergian dengan orang yang sinis, selalu complain, dan tidak bisa menikmati hidup. Baginya, dia adalah orang ter malang sedunia. Dia merasa semua lelaki menjauhinya. Dia merasa satu2nya orang yang tidak beruntung di dunia ini. Dia meng hujat teman, dia meng complain rasa makanan, rasa kopi, meng complain cara saya berpakaian, meng complain cara teman saya berpakaian.

Dia merasa sedih karena saya memiliki hubungan dan dia tidak. Saya mencoba memberi pengaruh positif padanya. Saya minta dia untuk mulai terbuka, jangan selalu negatif, jangan suka complain, dan bayangkan hidup itu indah. Dengan jelas saya katakan, "bayangkan". Dan dia menjawab dengan "ah mana mungkin berhasil sih".

Semua itu bukan hal baru. Tapi saya telah memberinya toleransi. Sabtu lalu saya putuskan, untuk tidak lagi menghabiskan waktu dengan teman saya yang ini. Karena aura negatif nya sangat kental, dan saya tidak mau dipengaruhi aura tersebut. Karena bagi saya, walaupun saya mengalami berbagai masalah yang datang silih berganti, saya juga mengalami banyak hal indah dalam hidup saya. Saya percaya, saya bisa mendapatkan apa yang sama mau. Jadi? Bubbye friend !

Who is your 911?

When you are in emergency situation, who will be the one cross in your mind and you want to call, that you think the person can help you even only to comfort you?

Today, I found something wrong with my car's radiator and caused engine over-heated. I was in the middle of a very long toll road. I pulled over, turned off the engine. I called my mechanic. He told me what to do until I get to the garage. So, in this case I called my mechanic.

Many months ago, I was robbed in public transport. Lucky me, they didn't get my turned-off cellphone I kept in the bottom of my big bag. So then I called the bank to blok my account. Since, I only have few thousand rups left with me, I have no choice but contiued my journey home taking another public transport, even I was scared too death to the event I 've been faced.
When I got home, I called my parents to tell them about it to prevent any further lost coz by all my identity card lost. In this case I called the bank customer service and my parents.

I had another experience. Flat tire on the toll road. It was over midnite. I called my so-called bestfriend. I was panic, and need someone to at least comfort me and more than that would come and save me. The fact was, he kept asking me where I was and while I can't see any clear sign, so I said I didn't know but in the middle of toll road on my way back home. Then we started to argue about where I was. I said, never mind and hung up the phone. I called my other so-called just friend. He guided me. He asked me to keep on driving and he stay there on the phone. So I drove slowly until 15 minutes later I saw an office and there was an old man, cleaning. Then my friend told me to politely ask the man whether he can help change my flat tire. And he said yes. I handed him some money. I thank him so very much. Then my friend told me to drive safely and asked to call him back when I am arrived home. I did what he said

So who are you gonna call? I wish I lived in the country where so-called 911 hotline number is exist.

Menjadi lebih besar

Saya menemukan foto kamu. Foto 2 taon yang lalu. Ternyata memang saya tidak noticed kalo kamu sudah menambah beberapa kilos. Mungkin kemaren itu karena kita terlalu banyak makan tempe, ayam bakar dan terong balado. No worries. Kan bisa exercise. Ada baiknya kamu exercise sendirian selagi disana. Karena kalo pas saya datang, kita pasti akan menjadi sangat malas.

Tapi tidak perlu dipermasalahkan. Mengganti nomor celana menjadi lebih besar tidak apa2 koq ;p

Saat godaan datang

Cellphone saya berbunyi. Text message. "Im stayin late until 9pm. C u tomoza? Need to chop my hair". Aneh, saya merasa happy menerima text seperti itu. Saya langsung membalasnya "plant shoppin after?". Dan dia pun membalas "Sure babe. I'll call you tomorrow. Hv a gud nite"

Ada aliran hangat di relung dada. Jadi semakin bingung, kenapa saya jadi senyum2 sendiri begini.

Long distance relationship seringkali dibumbui selingan aneh ini. Saya tidak mau melakukannya, tapi saya tetap saja melangkah kesana. Gee, I need to see you and pergi dari godaan ini. Saya langsung men dial nomor nya. Oops, udah lewat midnite disana. Suaranya mengantuk. Tapi saya hanya ingin bilang, kalau saya kangen banget sama dia. Baru 1 minggu berjauhan sudah ada saja godaan yang datang. Hanya berbicara beberapa menit, lalu kami menutup telephone.

Malam itu saya tidur dengan bimbang.

Terima kasih Tuhan

Aku percaya Tuhan menjawab doa ku. Tuhan memberikan yang aku butuhkan. Setelah begitu banyak peristiwa yang aku jalani, yang menempa dan membentuk diriku, akhirnya semua menjadi indah pada waktunya.

Tuhan yang paling tahu, kapan Dia memberi. Dia memberi disaat aku siap. Dan sekarang waktunya. Tuhan memberi semua yang aku butuhkan dalam waktu bersamaan.

Terima kasih Tuhan.

God speaks

It was at 11.45. I just returned from another section in my office. My boss entered the room and said something, mumbling. All I heard only ' you and me to the head office at 13.30 today '. Then My colleage replied 'who? Three of us or...?'. And my boss firmly said to my colleage 'You and me only'.

I didn't ask what they two going to do. I can only see something wrong in my boss eyes. I just let it go. On the way to head office, my boss called me and aske to replace him on the meeting with consultant.

At 15.00, heard a news. My coworker is fired. I don't know what happened. I just shocked. Because my coworker is a brother of one stakeholder. He is much nasty and overacted person. But I tought he is untouchable. The most shocking story ever.

More than half of me greatful for that (sorry). He used to use me to do this and that and treat me as his team member while I am the same level with him. I rejected him many times and my boss knew about it. But we all think, he is untouchable. So I kept my anger for myself. And tried not to raise any conflict.

Another part of me feel sorry for him as he has family. That's it. Hope he learn something from it.