Me : Hey, I will be in Bali by August 31 in the morning
Him : Hi, I will be arriving in Bali on 31 August too... Where is everyone staying? At the place where the wedding is? I will call you when I arrive... Cant wait to see you!
Me : I still don't know where to stay, but I will find a place close to the wedding party. I'll let you know when I find some place to stay or where everybody stays.
Him : Everyone staying everywhere I am told... I have booked a room at the masa inn in kuta - really nice and you should stay there too!
Me : I have checked the hotel. Nice. I will book a room for me then. Can't wait can't wait can't wait to see you! I know.
Him : So we are not sharing a room?! ;-)
Me : mmm...;p
Him : Call them to cancel one booked room under your name
Me : All is set now :-)
Him : Well done! kamu pintar! I will see you in a week.
kisses
Kamis, 21 Agustus 2008
Minggu, 17 Agustus 2008
Shangyang Trip
Tadinya mau maen ke Pulau Pramuka atau kalo ga ya ke Bogor aja weeken ini. Taunya Affe ngajakin ke Anyer dan lanjut ke Pulau Shangyang. Berhubung belym pernah kesana, jadinya aku mau aja. Hanya mau relaxing aja. Ternyata Matt dan Jamie juga ada trip kantor ke Anyer.
Berangkat pagi2. Aku semobil dengan Affe, Oni, Lucy dan Christie. perjalanan ditempuh kurang dari 2 jam. Ya cara menyetir memang sangat penting untuk perjalanan melalui tol dan berjarak sangat jauh ini. Hahahaha. Kalau aku yang disuh nyetir bisa 4 jam baru nyampe karena ga ada nyali menyalip kendaraan beroda delapan, berbadan panjang alias container. Belum lagi bis2 sialan yang seenak jidat melintas tanpa aba2. Begitu keluar tol lebih dasyat lagi. Pengendara dari arah yang berlawanan bisa ambil jalur mobil kita. Waaaaah. Bisa gila.
Tiba sekita jam 09.45 dan langsung parkir di dermaga. Langsung naik ke boat. Total peserta kali ini ada 11 orang plus capt dan 3 orang abk. Perjalanan masih tenang. Laut flat. Tapi aku yang baru selesai treatment 2 hari sebelumnya merasa setengah mampus juga. Muntah beberapa kali. Aku juga merasa sangat kedinginan. Sial. aku tidak begitu menikmati perjalanan ini, selain hanya merasa suka melakukan sun bathing dan mengapung santai di perairan.
Malamnya makan ikan hasil tangkapan Ko Joe, WW dan Alloy. Dan semaleman ga bis atidur karena nyamuk. Huehehehehe...secara ya dapat tumpangan dilantai atas cottage tempat orang tuanya Lucy menginap. menyenangkan juga, karena berkumpul ama teman2.
Senin, 11 Agustus 2008
A hardrocking Sunday
List to do continue...
I really had a great time kemaren. Cape nya minta ampun deh. Belum pernah beraktivitas that much since I have this cancer with me.
Mulai bangun pagi2 karena ada janji meeting dengan calon client. Jam 9 pagi udah meluncur ke Provence untuk membangunkan lelaki2 pemalas itu. Hahahaha...Thaao yang pertama bangun. Masih setengah mengantuk. Lalu Michael menyusul. Setelah selesai dua orang ini di foto2, aku harus kerja keras membangunkan Matthew dan Jamie. Gilingan. Susah banget. Matthew akhirnya mandi, lalu mulai kecentilan. Sedangkan Jamie hanya pindah dari kamar ke meja makan tp tetap menutup mata. Huahahahaha. Hangover masih tersisa.
Jam 15.00 aku, Merce, Matthew dan Jamie meluncur ke jalan raya, mau lihat pertandingan basket. But unfortunately we missed Felix's game. Sorry buddy. It was traffic, not the way I drive.
Matthew wants to buy fishing nord. Looking around. The shop closed on Sunday. Strange. Then we decide to have dinner dulu. Makanan serba lamb. Yum.
Setelah itu saatnya mencari perlengkapan olahraga. Kita beli soccer ball. We are going to have a game next weekend. Taunya jam udah jam 21.00 aja. Kita berpisah. Aku bareng Matthew dan Jamie. Sampe rumah udah ga ada tenaga tersisa. Hanya sedikit untuk cuci muka dan menyiram diri. Lalu tepar.
But I really had a great time. Meeting my old buddy : Merry and Felix. And of course teman2 baru yang membuat uang untukku : Matthew and Jamie.
I really had a great time kemaren. Cape nya minta ampun deh. Belum pernah beraktivitas that much since I have this cancer with me.
Mulai bangun pagi2 karena ada janji meeting dengan calon client. Jam 9 pagi udah meluncur ke Provence untuk membangunkan lelaki2 pemalas itu. Hahahaha...Thaao yang pertama bangun. Masih setengah mengantuk. Lalu Michael menyusul. Setelah selesai dua orang ini di foto2, aku harus kerja keras membangunkan Matthew dan Jamie. Gilingan. Susah banget. Matthew akhirnya mandi, lalu mulai kecentilan. Sedangkan Jamie hanya pindah dari kamar ke meja makan tp tetap menutup mata. Huahahahaha. Hangover masih tersisa.
Jam 15.00 aku, Merce, Matthew dan Jamie meluncur ke jalan raya, mau lihat pertandingan basket. But unfortunately we missed Felix's game. Sorry buddy. It was traffic, not the way I drive.
Matthew wants to buy fishing nord. Looking around. The shop closed on Sunday. Strange. Then we decide to have dinner dulu. Makanan serba lamb. Yum.
Setelah itu saatnya mencari perlengkapan olahraga. Kita beli soccer ball. We are going to have a game next weekend. Taunya jam udah jam 21.00 aja. Kita berpisah. Aku bareng Matthew dan Jamie. Sampe rumah udah ga ada tenaga tersisa. Hanya sedikit untuk cuci muka dan menyiram diri. Lalu tepar.
But I really had a great time. Meeting my old buddy : Merry and Felix. And of course teman2 baru yang membuat uang untukku : Matthew and Jamie.
Sabtu, 09 Agustus 2008
Time-out versus Miracle
Apa rasanya kalo kita mendapat vonis. Bukan vonis hukuman sekian tahun penjara, bukan vonis hukuman ditahan seumur hidup karena narkoba. Tapi vonis bahwa hidup kita hanya dalam hitungan bulan. Even me, a very stonger person sangat terpukul. A part of me merasa it's not fair. Masa waktuku hanya tinggal beberapa bulan saja. Masih terlalu banyak yang bisa aku lakukan. Masih terlalu banyak yang ingin aku kerjakan. Masih terlalu banyak tempat yang ingin aku kunjungi. Masih terlalu banyak pembuktian yang ingin aku tunjukkan. Masih terlalu banyak....
Aku hanya bisa marah pada keadaan. Tapi tidak ada yang bisa mengubahnya selain miracle. Apakah miracle ada? Mungkin. Mungkin juga waktu ku habis sebelum miracle berkunjung.
Well, sementara ini, aku akan lakukan yang bisa aku lakukan. Seperti start calling my friends one by one. Say hi aja sekalian pamit. Sapa tau dalam pergaulan ada yg tidak berkenan. Tapi please be sure semua yang tdk berkenan itu, nothing I did in purpose. Aku sudah menelpon Oncom, Wulan, Andrew.
Yang paling menyenangkan kalau teman kita itu mempunyai keinginan yang sama dengan kita. Seperti :"I've been thinking to go to Bali for Ben&Bonnie's wedding, is it possible to meet you there?" - he replied: "Let me check my work schedule and ask for few days leave, I miss you" - two days later he called me on the phone, "good news, I am going to meet you in Bali". Teman ku ini menetap di Cambodia dan bekerja untuk UN. Aku akan segera bertemu dengan Kings.
Dia tidak pernah memberikan kata2 yang kelewat manis, yang bisa bikin gula darah meningkat dan jadi mabuk kepayang. Yang diucapkannya hanya kata2 dalam level biasa tapi selalu dibuktikan dengan tindakan. Why? He told me, "I care for you". Aku akan mengingat teman ini sebagai orang baik yang bersahaja, yang mengatakan "you have a very good smile and a good heart" ketika pertama kali kita bertemu beberapa tahun yang lalu.
Lalu aku akan pergi mengunjungi keponakan ku, Syahirah yang sejak lahir belum pernah aku lihat. Pasti lucu sekali.
Kemudian, seorang teman di tempat kerja, Almega, yang udah aku anggap sebagai kakak ku sendiri. Aku akan melakukan perjalanan ke Hanoi dengan nya. Aku akan pergi sendiri sebenarnya. Tapi setelah dia mengetahui aku pergi sendiri, diapun menemaniku.
By that time, waktu ku masih cukup ga ya? Semoga saja ada miracle berkunjung. Oh iya, hari ini aku sudah bertemu Surti dan Ady. Teman2 dekat lainnya, Ipong dan Nata, yang bolak balik memastikan apakah aku baik2 saja, memaksa mengantarkan aku menjalani treatment. Meluangkan waktu diantara training dan wedding untuk mendengar curhatku. Belum sempat ketemu, but I did called them.
Ully. Ya, sudah lama sekali tidak ertemu. Dan Ully selalu berusaha menemuiku. Harusnya hari ini kami bertemu, tapi batal karena kondisi ku. Seorang teman dari beberapa tahun yang lalu tiba2 menelpon dan menawarkan pekerjaan sampingan. Pe'i. Senang mendengar suaranya lagi.
Satu miracle terjadi. Bertemu 10 orang yang sudah lebih dari 10 tahun tidak bertemu juga sangat menyenangkan. Aku bertemu, Rini, (bersama Yuo dan Rasya), Rika, Mira, Lely, Munci, Iis, Tole, Didi, Ronny kemaren.
Ada beberapa orang yang sebenarnya cukup dekat secara psikologis dengan ku (Ryan, Boris, Ryan), tapi mereka memiliki hidup yang waktunya tidak bisa dibagi denganku. Aku menghargai itu. Tidak ada yang salah. Walopun deep down in my heart aku mau bertemu dan mengucapkan proper goodbye dengan mereka selagi aku bisa. Semoga miracle berpihak padaku.
Besok aku akan mencoba melanjutkan list to do ku. Semoga masih ada coin tersisa, sebelum time-out.
Aku hanya bisa marah pada keadaan. Tapi tidak ada yang bisa mengubahnya selain miracle. Apakah miracle ada? Mungkin. Mungkin juga waktu ku habis sebelum miracle berkunjung.
Well, sementara ini, aku akan lakukan yang bisa aku lakukan. Seperti start calling my friends one by one. Say hi aja sekalian pamit. Sapa tau dalam pergaulan ada yg tidak berkenan. Tapi please be sure semua yang tdk berkenan itu, nothing I did in purpose. Aku sudah menelpon Oncom, Wulan, Andrew.
Yang paling menyenangkan kalau teman kita itu mempunyai keinginan yang sama dengan kita. Seperti :"I've been thinking to go to Bali for Ben&Bonnie's wedding, is it possible to meet you there?" - he replied: "Let me check my work schedule and ask for few days leave, I miss you" - two days later he called me on the phone, "good news, I am going to meet you in Bali". Teman ku ini menetap di Cambodia dan bekerja untuk UN. Aku akan segera bertemu dengan Kings.
Dia tidak pernah memberikan kata2 yang kelewat manis, yang bisa bikin gula darah meningkat dan jadi mabuk kepayang. Yang diucapkannya hanya kata2 dalam level biasa tapi selalu dibuktikan dengan tindakan. Why? He told me, "I care for you". Aku akan mengingat teman ini sebagai orang baik yang bersahaja, yang mengatakan "you have a very good smile and a good heart" ketika pertama kali kita bertemu beberapa tahun yang lalu.
Lalu aku akan pergi mengunjungi keponakan ku, Syahirah yang sejak lahir belum pernah aku lihat. Pasti lucu sekali.
Kemudian, seorang teman di tempat kerja, Almega, yang udah aku anggap sebagai kakak ku sendiri. Aku akan melakukan perjalanan ke Hanoi dengan nya. Aku akan pergi sendiri sebenarnya. Tapi setelah dia mengetahui aku pergi sendiri, diapun menemaniku.
By that time, waktu ku masih cukup ga ya? Semoga saja ada miracle berkunjung. Oh iya, hari ini aku sudah bertemu Surti dan Ady. Teman2 dekat lainnya, Ipong dan Nata, yang bolak balik memastikan apakah aku baik2 saja, memaksa mengantarkan aku menjalani treatment. Meluangkan waktu diantara training dan wedding untuk mendengar curhatku. Belum sempat ketemu, but I did called them.
Ully. Ya, sudah lama sekali tidak ertemu. Dan Ully selalu berusaha menemuiku. Harusnya hari ini kami bertemu, tapi batal karena kondisi ku. Seorang teman dari beberapa tahun yang lalu tiba2 menelpon dan menawarkan pekerjaan sampingan. Pe'i. Senang mendengar suaranya lagi.
Satu miracle terjadi. Bertemu 10 orang yang sudah lebih dari 10 tahun tidak bertemu juga sangat menyenangkan. Aku bertemu, Rini, (bersama Yuo dan Rasya), Rika, Mira, Lely, Munci, Iis, Tole, Didi, Ronny kemaren.
Ada beberapa orang yang sebenarnya cukup dekat secara psikologis dengan ku (Ryan, Boris, Ryan), tapi mereka memiliki hidup yang waktunya tidak bisa dibagi denganku. Aku menghargai itu. Tidak ada yang salah. Walopun deep down in my heart aku mau bertemu dan mengucapkan proper goodbye dengan mereka selagi aku bisa. Semoga miracle berpihak padaku.
Besok aku akan mencoba melanjutkan list to do ku. Semoga masih ada coin tersisa, sebelum time-out.
Kamis, 07 Agustus 2008
Makes me a stonger person
A friend came to my desk this afternoon, then invited me for a piece of cake and coffee. She has a serious problem I supposed.
Over a cup of coffee, she started. "I need your advise". Simply that. People around me come to me and ask for advise. Most of them come back with another need of advise. What I tell them is only a common-sense way of thinking. I didn't go to phsycology class or so in university. Well, I did have 2 -3 semester for that kind of class, but it was not my major. Only a supporting subject for my major. What taught me about life and how to deal with it is my own life.
I experienced enough. Not to mention that I am capable with all those advises. What I am telling here is I had many bad experiences in life. Started when I was a very young kid. I was about 5 or 6. The topic was I wanted something, but it was too expensive for my parents. So, I decided not to have them. I feel sad, but I managed it.
When I was about 8, my father slapped me on my face. Why? I refused to go to school walking in the rain, eventhough my mom already prepared me raincoat and umbrella. It was hurt. I feel sad but I managed it. When I was 13, I faced a truth that my father had an affair with another woman. I didn't tell anything, not even to my mom. I knew she knew it but we decided to keep it for ourself. It was painful, but I managed it.
I met a nice dutch guy. We were in love and we wanted to get married. After all preparation, on one christmas morning, I heard a very painful truth. He met someone else and decided to break up with me. I cried for two days, but later on I managed it.
The biggest disaster happened on earth. I lost contact with my parents and one of my sister. It was the biggest lost ever in my life. I found them alive few days later. I dare God for another disaster.
Several years later, I met my another part of lost soul. We feel we are for each other. After 5 years of living together, we have to say goodbye for each other. Why, his mother doesn't approve our relationship. We cried. But we manage all those sadness. It has been 3 years now, and still we have those feeling. He married to someone else and having a kid. I don't have any pain anymore. I managed my feeling so well about it. God answers my request.
Today, I, by all my painful live experiences help others in solving and dealing with their relationship. Ever heard a line,"all problem you had makes you a stonger person". That's true even more true, makes me getting wiser.
So, do you have any problem? Don't complain. Face it, deal with it. Or when you need me to talk to, just buzz me.
Over a cup of coffee, she started. "I need your advise". Simply that. People around me come to me and ask for advise. Most of them come back with another need of advise. What I tell them is only a common-sense way of thinking. I didn't go to phsycology class or so in university. Well, I did have 2 -3 semester for that kind of class, but it was not my major. Only a supporting subject for my major. What taught me about life and how to deal with it is my own life.
I experienced enough. Not to mention that I am capable with all those advises. What I am telling here is I had many bad experiences in life. Started when I was a very young kid. I was about 5 or 6. The topic was I wanted something, but it was too expensive for my parents. So, I decided not to have them. I feel sad, but I managed it.
When I was about 8, my father slapped me on my face. Why? I refused to go to school walking in the rain, eventhough my mom already prepared me raincoat and umbrella. It was hurt. I feel sad but I managed it. When I was 13, I faced a truth that my father had an affair with another woman. I didn't tell anything, not even to my mom. I knew she knew it but we decided to keep it for ourself. It was painful, but I managed it.
I met a nice dutch guy. We were in love and we wanted to get married. After all preparation, on one christmas morning, I heard a very painful truth. He met someone else and decided to break up with me. I cried for two days, but later on I managed it.
The biggest disaster happened on earth. I lost contact with my parents and one of my sister. It was the biggest lost ever in my life. I found them alive few days later. I dare God for another disaster.
Several years later, I met my another part of lost soul. We feel we are for each other. After 5 years of living together, we have to say goodbye for each other. Why, his mother doesn't approve our relationship. We cried. But we manage all those sadness. It has been 3 years now, and still we have those feeling. He married to someone else and having a kid. I don't have any pain anymore. I managed my feeling so well about it. God answers my request.
Today, I, by all my painful live experiences help others in solving and dealing with their relationship. Ever heard a line,"all problem you had makes you a stonger person". That's true even more true, makes me getting wiser.
So, do you have any problem? Don't complain. Face it, deal with it. Or when you need me to talk to, just buzz me.
Rabu, 06 Agustus 2008
Ada yang sakit hati dan men terror saya
I started today with a full energy. Woke up really early. Well, 6.15 is early for me. Hari ini emang uda niat mau masak. Dimulai dengan menyiapkan bahan2, lalu masak2 deh. Beres semua, sambil membereskan laundry ke mesin cuci. Gila. Tepat jam 7.30 aku uda siap di mobil untuk berangkat.
Diperjalanan aku mendengarkan hardrock fm seperti biasa. Lalu entah dpt dorongan drmn, aku mengirimkan komentar ttg masalah yg sedang dihadapi Flip/ Dan tharaaaa, komentarku dijadikan pemenang. Walah. Aku bahkan ga tau kalo ini berhadiah. Lumayan 250rb masuk ke account ku.
What a perfect morning.
Then I had to run to a meeting with Sun System. A boring presentation, no discussion. Actually we had the sam presentation about a month ago, but one of Unit Head seems need to have another chance, so here we were. Wasting my time and skipped my lunch. Nuts.
Then I reported to my Unit Head that I will not attend the next discussion, because I already attended the same discussion before. So I put myself into an audit matters. And suddenly a shocking news came into my ears. What the hell is this going on in this life. Why there is a person hates me so much? What did I do to this person?
I don't want to cause any trouble to anybody. If my being in their relationship cause this effect, then I step back. Please stop all this things. I step aside, and I step back.
Flash back:
I received many stupid calls and emails. From a person who hide his/her identity. But it cause too much trouble to me. Bleeding and can't sleep. Even more when the stupid calls datang pas lagi focus on my work.
On the first days, only my koko knows it. He told me to ignore all of them. Later on it really bothers my daily life. You know when you received mails written like "you doomed. stay away from my babba, stupid hore.i'll make your life misserable you don't go away". I will think it only email yg salah kirim, atau orang iseng. Tapi kalo setiap hari trima email yg isinya makian pdhl gw ga tau maksudnya ini apa, gw jengah juga. Kenapa sih ga datang dan ngomong aja ke gw mau apa. I will think and consider your proposal. Mungkin aja gw approve.
Damn.
Back to today. One name comes out of my koko trace ip and sort of thing IT freak do to trace a thing. I never heard that name. Iseng aku lontarkan nama itu ke teman ku. Dan tharaaaaaaaaa, it's his girlfriend real name.
Gosh. I was freezed. Don't know how to take a breath.
Never cross in my mind that I caused so much pain to somebody until that person tortures me like that. I am sorry. I will step aside, I will step back.
I really do Sorry.
Diperjalanan aku mendengarkan hardrock fm seperti biasa. Lalu entah dpt dorongan drmn, aku mengirimkan komentar ttg masalah yg sedang dihadapi Flip/ Dan tharaaaa, komentarku dijadikan pemenang. Walah. Aku bahkan ga tau kalo ini berhadiah. Lumayan 250rb masuk ke account ku.
What a perfect morning.
Then I had to run to a meeting with Sun System. A boring presentation, no discussion. Actually we had the sam presentation about a month ago, but one of Unit Head seems need to have another chance, so here we were. Wasting my time and skipped my lunch. Nuts.
Then I reported to my Unit Head that I will not attend the next discussion, because I already attended the same discussion before. So I put myself into an audit matters. And suddenly a shocking news came into my ears. What the hell is this going on in this life. Why there is a person hates me so much? What did I do to this person?
I don't want to cause any trouble to anybody. If my being in their relationship cause this effect, then I step back. Please stop all this things. I step aside, and I step back.
Flash back:
I received many stupid calls and emails. From a person who hide his/her identity. But it cause too much trouble to me. Bleeding and can't sleep. Even more when the stupid calls datang pas lagi focus on my work.
On the first days, only my koko knows it. He told me to ignore all of them. Later on it really bothers my daily life. You know when you received mails written like "you doomed. stay away from my babba, stupid hore.i'll make your life misserable you don't go away". I will think it only email yg salah kirim, atau orang iseng. Tapi kalo setiap hari trima email yg isinya makian pdhl gw ga tau maksudnya ini apa, gw jengah juga. Kenapa sih ga datang dan ngomong aja ke gw mau apa. I will think and consider your proposal. Mungkin aja gw approve.
Damn.
Back to today. One name comes out of my koko trace ip and sort of thing IT freak do to trace a thing. I never heard that name. Iseng aku lontarkan nama itu ke teman ku. Dan tharaaaaaaaaa, it's his girlfriend real name.
Gosh. I was freezed. Don't know how to take a breath.
Never cross in my mind that I caused so much pain to somebody until that person tortures me like that. I am sorry. I will step aside, I will step back.
I really do Sorry.
Senin, 04 Agustus 2008
The best reward is compliment from your enemy
"The director appreciates your works on the IT Security Awareness Program, your design and stuffs", my boss told me this morning. I am flattered, and continued to my another designs.
Lunch time, boys came over to my place and said,"you were star on management meeting last friday". I only smile to them and we went out for lunch.
Inside my head, I've been thinking...
A director, I don't personally know, the one who joint the community about a year ago, the one who at first I considered as a leader who will bring spontaneous, open minded and fun working environment, but later on turned out to be a leader I don't like because what people around me say about him. He critisized a lot to a unit, that he thinks that unit is like a mummy. While I know, the unit is working on something. What I don't agree with him is, he never see for himself what is going on units under him. He only heard from someone he trusted, which don't know much either. So despite of confronting with him on those matter, I started to send him all of my works. So he knows and doesn't need somebody to tell him (which can be un true information). I am looking forward to have a chance to sit and talk or arguing with him.
Today, I found out he gives me credit. WOW. He wants all my designs work bundled in one printed book.
I am happy of course. The best reward is when you got compliment from your enemy.
Lunch time, boys came over to my place and said,"you were star on management meeting last friday". I only smile to them and we went out for lunch.
Inside my head, I've been thinking...
A director, I don't personally know, the one who joint the community about a year ago, the one who at first I considered as a leader who will bring spontaneous, open minded and fun working environment, but later on turned out to be a leader I don't like because what people around me say about him. He critisized a lot to a unit, that he thinks that unit is like a mummy. While I know, the unit is working on something. What I don't agree with him is, he never see for himself what is going on units under him. He only heard from someone he trusted, which don't know much either. So despite of confronting with him on those matter, I started to send him all of my works. So he knows and doesn't need somebody to tell him (which can be un true information). I am looking forward to have a chance to sit and talk or arguing with him.
Today, I found out he gives me credit. WOW. He wants all my designs work bundled in one printed book.
I am happy of course. The best reward is when you got compliment from your enemy.
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